Teach me how 2 cry..

Tell me who I am
I feel all my senses are gone
no feet to touch the ground
no wings to touch the sky

don't know where I am
I think it's not earth
coz people look like devil

words are fading in my mind
make me can't talk and understand
I just want 2 scream and cry
but I forget the way..

please teach me how 2 cry
I can't think anymore
I want 2 let all fucking things
'coz my head is going to blow up..

white and black seem same 4 me
coz I'm tired 2 think which side I am
whatever it be
I just want 2 let my tears drop
dont want 2 care
but I forget how to drop it